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aggravatedAny suggestions?
highJust popped in for a minute to say "Yes, I'm still alive but can someone please kill me?"
Life has just been one big stress ball since June. I'm in the middle of term and am having a hard time staying focused and I'm pretty sure it's because I miss my grandpa. My mom is really having a hard time dealing which makes it harder for me. I need someone to kick my butt into gear so I don't flunk this term. Okay, I'm not flunking but I'm not doing good work either. I do need my GPA to be stellar because I'm applying to Arizona State University for their online Film and Media Studies bachelor program.
Then, as if I'm not stressed enough, I pull a muscle in my back two weeks ago and now my body decided it really hates me and my digestive problems I thought I had under control are back so that means metamucil, situps, salad and no dairy.
I'm way behind on Supernatural and Vampire Diaries. How behind? I still haven't seen the ep where Dean goes to the future. Ditto for Vampire Diaries. Also, I've had Caprica since July and haven't watched it yet. The only shows I've kept up on have been Stargate Universe which is meh and Sanctuary which has been awesome!
To top it off,
Wow, this has really been a "My life sucks so how's yours" post. Anything positive I can report?
Nope.
Happy Halloween.
uncomfortableWe were going over homework questions and one quadratic equation had to do with pie and pie squared. My thoughts:
I wonder how Dean ever made it through high school algebra with all this talk about pie or if he walked out of class to get some?
Aren't mornings swell?
curiousI'm exhaused!!! I had the great idea of redoing the spare bedroom since my mom had turned it into the broom cupboard version of The Room of Requirement and we desperately need it to be the wonderful organized version in which Harry and the rest of the Hogwarts misfits can practice thier DATDA skills. Ok, in my case, it will be a much needed sanctuary for me to write and do homework.
Fall classes start for me at COCC on the 21st and my online classes through EOU start on the 28th. I'm taking three courses at each institution. Second year Spanish 1, Algebra 2 and Stress Management at COCC and Writers of the Americas, Geology of the John Day Basin, and a library class at EOU. All together that makes 18 credits. Phew!!!
I have signed up for a screenwriting contest sponsored by Creative Screenwriting Magazine and the Screenwriting Expo. It's in three stages. The first stage starts on the 18th. I'm also still plugging away on my Supernatural spec for the Scriptapalooza TV contest. I have written six more pages and am determined to get it done and have
I have managed to stay completely spoiler free for Supernatural Season 5 and intend to stay that way. Thank you.
I finally got new fish for my aquariums but I have had three of them bite the dust already. It happens but it's not fun. I also bought African Dwarf Frogs, a male and female, and they are so funny to watch. I think I may get a couple more. I've been trying to convince my mom into allowing me to have a bird but so far I'm losing that battle.
Drooling over the Martha Stewart Halloween edition. The cover photography is awesome and I commented to my mom about the costume the model was wearing when it hit me "It's Martha!" I was like "Whoa!" It's got some really cool ideas for Halloween so if you're hosting a party you should check it out. I got a costume idea for if I go to Comic Con again next year.
drainedI wish I had a time machine so I could go back and redo this whole summer or at least slow it down a bit. I feel like I've been go, go, go and my only down time was when I was sick at the beginning of July before we left for my cousin's wedding in North Carolina.
Speaking of North Carolina, I loved it there. The Outer Banks is the place to be. We rented a house that has been in their family for several generations and they even had a house that they were remodeling across the way with a crow's nest/look-out with the view of the Roanoke sound and I was like "This would be my writing room." LOL The weather was awesome and the wedding was beautiful. I even got to boogie/body board. :D
Comic Con was awesome too! I was a total newbie but I definitely want to go again next year but don't know if I'll be able to. I guess I'll just have to play it by ear and see what happens. I got five free t-shirts: 2 True Blood, 1 Pysch, 1 Spartacus: Sand & Blood, and 1 Zombieland. I also got a free bottle of the new True Blood drink which is a Blood Orange soda that is really good, especially with vodka. LOL My one disappointment was that I tried to find something of Taylor as Gambit and there was NOTHING! :(
Still haven't written anything but I did download a countdown counter onto my desktop to keep me focused for the Scriptapalooza TV contest that I'm going to submit my Supernatural spec in. Two months and eleven days....
I am reading a really hilarious book called "Pride and Prejudice and Zombies." Here's the Amazon.com link: http://www.amazon.com/Pride-Prejudice-Zo
My dog, Prince, who had been living with my grandpa had to have surgery last week to repair his torn ACL that we think was damaged in the accident. He had a check-up today and will get his staples out next week as scheduled. He's doing really well but hates his cone.
It's been really hot here and we've been have major thunder storms. Last night was really bad with high force winds and thunder that shook the whole house. We got a call from my cousin in Christmas Valley (where my grandpa had lived) and one of their hay sheds was blown over and my grandpa's hay got rained on. Not good.
We've also been having car problems and my mom has been really discouraged which only compounds her depression. I've been trying to find a job but absolutely no luck. I can't even get an interview because I haven't been working. I'm also no longer writing for Behind The Hype, which depressed me. Long story short: He wanted me to commit to two articles a week and I just can't do that right now. My mom has agreed that the best thing for me to do is concentrate on my writing and school when it starts up again in September.
I've been trying to read everyone's journal's so I just wanted to sign off by saying that just because I haven't been on here much this summer and I haven't been commenting a whole bunch doesn't mean that I've written anyone off or that I don't heart you guys. *huggles*
gloomyMy mom and I have been doing as well as to be expected. It seems that both of us have a hard time in the mornings and late at night. We've been dealing with a lot of stressful things that come with loosing a loved one and we have well deserved meltdowns.
My grandpa's service was on Tuesday and there was a wonderful turn out for the service since he was so loved in the church and the community. One of the ladies that have young children told my mom and me that when she told her eleven year old that Farmer Brown had passed away the first thing he asked was "Who's going to pass out the candy in church?" (My grandpa was known as "The Candy Man" since he always passed out suckers, gum, and other goodies to the children, and the young at heart, in church.) He then told his mom "I don't think I want to take candy from anyone else." I broke down when she shared that with us at the service.
On top of my loss, I'm also suffering with allergies badly. This morning I couldn't even talk but I had a doctor's appointment so that should be taken care of shortly.
Thanks to everyone who sent me well wishes and hugs when I posted the news about my grandpa last week. It really meant a lot to me.
( Taylor, Tidbits, and a Plea to My Flist )
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I guess the best place to begin is that I'm home in Oregon. We got back into town Tuesday afternoon despite getting held up by a really horrid accident in Klamath Falls. My mom was in charge of decorations for a friends wedding on Saturday so basically all the unpacking that got done was me digging through boxes trying to find my dress for the wedding. Wed and Thursday was spent driving around town trying to find the right color blue but it's summer and her blue is a winter color so we didn't find the right blue. Her colors were supposed to be navy blue, sliver and ivory but basically her colors were ivory and silver with a tiny bit of blue. The one thing I did learn is that if you're a DIY bride in Bend the choices for decorations and flowers SUCK.
I slept in today since I was go, go, go all last week. Now I have to help clean up a bit before I start unpacking. I have no idea where to begin. Mimi now lives in my room because she and Annee (my mom's mini dauchsie) do not get along. They're first meeting resulted in Mimi popping Annee with Annee yelping in distain. Hopefully, they will get used to each other but only if Annee allows Mimi to feel things out on her own terms.
I now have two aquariums. I guess when my mom asked our friend, Chris (the bride mentined above), to clean my aquarium, she used too much of the buggies that live in the undergravel filter. When this happens, the buggies don't have enough waste to break down so they end up producing their own food source - alge. To get rid of this problem, I have to tear the aquarium down and start over but I have three fish that would be without a home for a week so I bought a second smaller 10 gallon aquarium for them to live until I fix my 30 gallon aquarium. I set up the new aquarium before we left for the wedding but I thought I had a air pump and I don't so I have to make another trip to Petco to get one before I can transfer the fish. Oh and my placaustmas is HUGE. He looks like a sea monster! But he has had a lot of room to grow since most of my fish died or committed haray caray.
I have so much to do and don't know where to start. First things first - getting my car running! The battery is dead so I have to attach a battery charger to it and see if that will help or if I need to buy a new one. Then, I have to fix my aquarium, unpack the boxes that have taken over the living room and entry way, make appointments with COCC, EOU, BendFilm, the chiropractor, and see about finding a new doctor. *bigsigh*
Also a big shout out to my new LJ friends
lorilann
just_chiara and
hopelessfangirl Fellow Supernatural and Friday Night Lights fans!
That's all for now. Promise to post more when things settle down a bit. Hope everyone is doing well and having a good beginning to the summer. It's been raining and hailing here but I just have to remind myself that it's good for my grandpa's crops. Now I'm off to clean up the kitchen a bit - take out the garbage and put the dirty dishes in the dishwasher. Oh dishwasher! How I have missed you!
I just want to post quickly to let ya'll know that starting tommorrw I'll be offline for a couple days while I'm moving back to Oregon. I'm a bit stressed especially since things don't seem to be going very smoothly. U-Haul got my reservation screwed up so, fingers crossed, I'll have a truck reserved for me tomorrow. Then, Time Warner Cable got my appointment time wrong for them to pick up the equipment but they didn't mind me saying "Don't come til 3." If these faux pas are any indication of how smoothly the move is going to go... I just may have to rip my hair out. Hopefully, the weather is good with no rain or extreme heat.
I know I've said that as soon as I finish my degree that I'll move back to LA but a friend mentioned checking out Austin, Texas so I've been researching and seriously thinking about moving there after I'm done with school. The rent is so much more affordable than LA and even cheaper than rent in Bend. Plus I've been wanting to move to Texas for years now and almost did six years ago but am kinda glad I didn't since Hurricane Katrina happened. I would have been living in the Galveston area. So , happy thoughts and fingers crossed that, when the time comes, I'll be able to find a good job in my field. My mom has been researching Austin too and says that it's one of the places that hasn't been effected by the economy. Here's to two more years to get me where I need to go.
Plus, I'm very glad I decided to move home. I got an email today from Los Angeles City College saying that they cancelled the eight week summer session. If I had stayed, I would have been up a creek without a paddle because I would have needed to take classes this summer and four classes in four weeks would have not been a good idea. Now I can just enjoy travelling this summer and visiting with friends and family.
Also, I have my last final on Monday so fingers crossed and happy thoughts that I do well. It's for my literature class.
Hope ya'll have a good weekend and good start to next week. I'll post again once I get home and a bit settled which will be after our friends wedding next Saturday.
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Finals week is upon me and I'm not sleeping very well. Actually, I haven't been sleeping very well for a couple weeks now but it's getting worse. Let's put it this way, I've watched all but five episodes of seasons one and two of Friday Night Lights in the last two days. I think I broke my Buffy record.
( Read Where Every Night is Friday Night and a Date with Tim Riggins is the Order of the Day. Intrigued??? )
It's been awhile since I wrote an article for the website I write for, Behind The Hype, but I figured that one month without one article was a bit much so I finally wrote an article about the Supernatural season finale. Here's the link if you would like to read: http://www.behindthehype.com/television-r
My editor liked it which is always nice to hear.
I was thinking about all that the boys have been through since the beginning and of course, I thought about Sam and his drinking demon blood to make his ability stronger. All of a sudden I was like "Kripke screwed up!" He didn't stay consistant to his own storyline. Here is my thoughts and I was wondering if you all agree:
It goes back to Croatoan. The demon virus is being spread around this small Oregon town, Sam is attacked and bled on but he doesn't get the virus. He's immune. Wouldn't that make him immune to all of the effects of demon blood? Or is it just specific to that one "bug" that was infecting the humans since it was Azazel and his children behind the whole scheme? Or would it have been different if Sam ingested the blood instead of it being introduced into his system through a cut? I would think it wouldn't make a difference because it doesn't matter how a pathogen is introduced to the body, it all eventually ends up in the blood stream.
All I do know is the more I think about everything that has transpired in the last couple years have not been consistant. Am I the only one who thinks this or have you noticed little things that make you think "WTF?"
Another week gone before I could even catch my breath from the previous one. It's been a strange, slightly aggravating week. ( Cut for all the blah, blah, blah but please read. )
Ok, so I did post that I really didn't like the finale and I'm not the only one; however, there are two scenes that I absolutely loved and thought provided just enough comic relief without being too clowny.
( Of course it's Dean. )
Last night, I couldn't sleep so I was thinking about the Supernatural season finale and this thought popped in my head concerning "Jump the Shark".
( Cut just in case. Don't want to accidentally spoil anyone. )














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